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Hi guys! How are you~? I'm so happy~

Well maybe I should just cut to the chase...

Okay, so just a few days ago, I was invited to Henry Tudor's VII's Winter Ball. A Night To Remember: You Are Invited! So I'm just like, oh this should be fun. So I picked a number and a gender, which was male and #1, and waited for the next update. Then next day, that update came. The ball was gonna start. A Night To Remember (December 2k16): ArrivalBut me, being busy, didn't have enough time to find a dress, so I just like showed up in a tuxedo (in my head, I didn't specify in the roleplay), 'cause you know WHY THE HECK NOT? I show up and I look around for my escort. But I don't see him. So I start wondering where he is as other guests show up, male and female. I look around and I blush thinking, "Dang no girl showed up in a tux. Oh well just me being weird, I guess." 

Then! A Night To Remember (December 2k16): Familiar Face I see Henry walk right past and I'm struggling not to hug him and I'm like, OH MY GOD IT'S HENRY. I don't say it aloud though. So then he says this ball follows your time,  A Night To Remember (December 2k16): Greetings and I just smile and nod like a blushing frog (I don't even know.). Then he says something about the numbers on the cards and I look at mine and I see the number #1 on it, then I looked back at him. Then he says something about frustrating it is to see no name but a number on the cards and I agreed with him, just antsy to meet my escort. I just so happened to glance back at the card and the number's gone. I start low key flipping out at this point. Then he closed his eyes. after a few seconds, a name appeared on the card. I looked and I start fangirling inside like, 

"OH MY GOD I GOT RYOU. HOLY CRAP."

SO then when I look up, Henry's gone. then I just start looking in the White Room. And I hear help coming from an ornament. Curiousity overtaking me, I got closer to the ornament and then OUT OF NOWHERE RYOU JUST SHOWS UP LIKE,

"I think this room is playing Ryou Response 1

SO in my head I'm like, "WHERE THE HECK DID YOU COME FROM I DIDN'T HEAR YOU COME IN." But outside I'm like, Are you sure?"

He just smiles and replies, " "I am positive, you wouldn't know your way around here?"

Me: *giggles and smiles* You have a point...

Ryou: The King did set up this event quite nicely, you are a fun guest to be with.

And that made me all warm inside because I'm an antisocial depressed little turtle and I don't hear that much and I just say:

Me: *giggles and smiles* Really? That's sweet of you to say, Ryou...

Then Ryou picks up this big present from under the tree and says:

Ryou: How about we open the present near the tree?

Me: *Nods excitedly* Okay! Let's open it! *starts bouncing giddily*

Ryou: *offers present to me* You should open it.

So I just smile and say, "Okay." And I opened it and inside was the CUTEST RABBIT I EVER SEEN OH MY GOD I CAN'T EVEN. So I pick it up and held it in my arms and Ryou asks if I liked rabbits. I'm just like, "Yes, I love rabbits..." 

Then he's like, "We should give it a name!"

I named her Asumi and Ryou says the most sweetest thing ever and says, "Beautiful...just like you." 

And then my face goes red like a strawberry and I just mumble thank you. Then he starts getting all worried and is like, "Do you have a fever, you are really red..." AND HE PLACES HIS FOREHEAD AGAINST MINE.

I'M LOW KEY FREAKING OUT AT THIS POINT I'M JUST LIKE OOOOOOOOHHH MYYYYYYYY GOOOOOODDDDD.

I just say, "I-I'm fine, really..." And I blush redder at the contact.

Then he takes Asumi into his arms and he says, "I have something in mind..."

AGAIN. LOW KEY FREAKING OUT.

I ask him what he means and he like ignores my question and puts Asumi down on the ground and he looks at the clock and says, "We do not have a lot of time left...."  AND HE HOLDS BOTH OF MY HANDS.

DO YOU SEE ME LOW KEY FREAKING OUT NOW?

I just look at him, while holding his hands tightly in return and he says with his face close to mine, "Do not forget this."

I just nod and say okay...

THEN HE KISSES MY FOREHEAD AND DISAPPEARS INTO THIN AIR.

AK JSB HFJKSHBONJHDIFNH IJKL<D DO YOU SEE THE FREAKING OUT NOW?! CAUSE I WAS NEAR THE BRINK OF NOSEBLEED.

But I looked around and called his name and I just felt sad and lonely. 

AND THEN THIS HAPPENS, A Night to Remember: Epilogue 

And I immediately start looking for my rabbit, Asumi, and then I got sadder and tear came because WHAT IF I NEVER GOT A RABBIT FROM RYOU?

Then MarySue1964 comforted me and made me smile. AND TODAY I GOT ASUMI BACK YAAAAAAAAY

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ANd he wrote the sweetest short letter to me! So I pick up my rabbit, Asumi, and I pet her and say, "Ryou..." 

BUT YEAH THAT WAS BEST DANCE EVER THANKS HENRY
  • Listening to: My Meema argue with friend
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: nothin
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: Japanse Strawberry Shortcake THAT I MADE MYSELF
  • Drinking: Juice
Hey guys...

I've been suffering from an art block for a long time now...and I've been roleplaying a quite a bit. But I was doing my usual thing, watching anime and roleplaying...

when my sister asks, "So you can sell art on that?" She was referring to DeviantArt. This is funny to me because during my sophmore year, she signed up for DeviantArt just because of you guys' artwork that I was showing her. But here's the thing, she's not into art. Kinda weird right?

Anyways I answer her, "Yes I can sell prints of my artwork on here."

She then asks, "Have you been selling anything?"

I shook my head and said, "No I haven't."

"Why?" She asks.

"Because..." I looked down and realized I wasn't sure. So I answered, "Because I don't have enough watchers?"

She just stared at me for a bit and then shrugged and went back to watching WWE. So then I took the time to think about my artwork on DeviantArt and meeting all of you guys. It's been great. And I've been there for you guys...and you guys have been there for me. 

But...when I think about it...

I don't really know if anyone's seeing my artwork. And I only have only 10 watchers and they're all very dear to me. They're like family. And...I've been seeing everyone else's work and seeing how they're more experienced and better than mine. I haven't let that bother me for so long. But...then I notice my artwork...

It's not...as good as you guys's artwork. 

Heck :iconthestarfirephoenix: made my OC Mari better than I ever could. I mean look at my drawing.

EnderMari Hayashi by AngelicLake

Now look at the commission (THAT I LOVE THANK YOU) That she did for me.

Angelic Lake Commission by CoffeeAddictedDragon

See the difference? Hers is clearly better. 

Don't get me wrong I'm not jealous. I see it as a beautiful piece of artwork. But...

I just...I'm out of everyone's league. Clearly my fellow watchers and many others that I've seen on DeviantArt have much better artistic skills than I do. I don't see it as a competition but...

I've been doubting myself...and the lack of comments and views is crippling.

I mean...I've finally come to the point where I'm thinking...

"Is anyone paying my artwork any mind?"

"Is all this worth it?"

"Is my excessive art block telling me to call it quits?"

"Does anyone care?"

I mean praise keeps me going but criticism or being ignored I'm still working on.
...

Let me know what you guys think in the comments...

Anyone. If anyone comments...I'll be happy. It'll help keep me going.

But if not...

then...

*sighs*
  • Listening to: My sister watching her show
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Puello Magi Madoka Magica
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing
Oh kay. I feel like ranting about the most random thing I can think of. So that's what I'm going to do.

I was watching Youtube videos when this random food popped up in my head. And it was. CANADIAN BACON.

Dude. I had that mess before. And let me just tell you. 

IT WAS DELICIOUS.

Some people say, "it's just ham. It's not bacon it's ham."

And I just look at them like, "Really? You never taste this mess before!"

"You're getting ripped off. Not worth it."

Then I get real close and be like, "BRUH. THIS 'HAM,' AS YOU CALL IT, IS CANADA'S INTERPRETATION OF BACON. DON'T BELITTLE IT LIKE IT'S NOTHING." 

Underfell Sans  Evil look commence...Don't Test Me, Wright... 

SO yeah. I like Canadian bacon. Flipping Delicious.

...Now I'm hungry.Lil Waffle Icon Blinking mint ice cream emoticon Sundae Ice cream 

I'll come up with something.
  • Listening to: Youtube Videos
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Cobanermani456 Super Mario 3D World Playthrough
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Fire
  • Drinking: Water (See the contridiction?)
Ugh suffering from an art block is no joke. Where I am, I have 3 commissions I have to do but my art block is not helping me do them. I need the motivation to do them and I don't have it at the moment. I need inspiration. This is sucking right now. SUCKS. I flipping hate this. So much. 

So if you guys want me to do commissions then I'll make a vote thing and you guys can tell me if you want me to or not. It may be a while but it'll give me something to do other than sit around bored and watching tv with an art block.

Thanks for listening...Hope you guys care.

--AngelicLake
Just as the title states...I am on punishment...I-I have no electronics...until punishment's over...so I-I won't be able to reply as much as I used to...

Just letting you guys know...

--AngelicLake
Hey, guys! I hope everyone's been doing well. If yes, AWESOME! If not, then I wish you the best of luck and my support.

Okay, so lately I've been getting into Chibi stuff for some reason. So, I thought...hmmm...what If I made my watchers...CHIBIS. Hold on, hang with me here. I mean...I'm going to create Chibis using a game I found by 
:icongen8: gen8

I give all credit to her! Thanks alot! I love your game! It's fun to make chibis on!

So I declare that I will be making Chibis for everyone! You are all my family and I love y'all! I would totally make you guys Chibis!

Here are the rules:

1) Tell me what you want your Chibi to look like. (By Notes or Comment only)

2) If it's not exactly how you want it, I'm apologize in advance. There would be only be SO many options in the game. 

3) DO NOT HATE OR GET ANGRY BECAUSE YOUR CHIBI IS NOT HOW YOU WANT IT. I will delete the comment.

4) Do not take any credit for the Chibi. Don't say you made it and the design. NO. DO NOT DO THAT.

5) When you use your chibi, credit who made the character for you and say who made the game. PLEASE DO.


And that's all! So, if you want a chibi made, you know who to turn to! Thanks for listening!

--AngelicLake


Hey everyone. It's AngelicLake. I'm sorry if I all of a sudden disappear out of random in advance. I don't want to worry everyone too much.

I am sick with a virus. A pretty nasty one at that. So I'm at home...miserable. And what's worse is that I have 2 Honors Classes and an AP course. *cue sarcasm* That's gonna be fun to make up. UGH. I think I broke my record of Most Sneezes in a row by 5. Now it's 20 sneezes in a row. Not that I'm proud of it or anything. Viruses suck. And what's even worse is that there's a virus spreading around the city. And I just happened to catch it. digimon gif  terriermon 

I couldn't hug anyone all day. I'm a hugger. MY HUG METER IS LOW. Purple Guy Cry Icon That's bad.

So...I don't want to worry anyone too much...hopefully I get better soon. I love you guys.

--AngelicLake
Hey, guys. You might have seen Angela Sennen's first Journal Entry. I hope she's alright....


Anyway, I wanted to ask you guys for a favor. Hopefully all of you guys have heard of Points. I don't have any points...and I need them desperately.

I need Points for these reasons:
1) To show my appreciation of other Deviants Artwork and encourage them to keep going no matter what.
2) As a gift for other Deviants
3) To buy cool artwork and prints from other Deviants
4) To help me create EXCEPTIONAL ARTWORK.

And stuff like that. Would you guys please donate Points to me? It would help me tremendously. I appreciate it you guys...

Here's the link:

angeliclake.deviantart.com/?gi…

Thank you guys so much...
Hey, Guys...This is my first Journal so...don't be too hard on me...

Hi, It's Angela Sennen, here. I'm Yami's younger sister...But I'm not sure how Yami will react. Well...I was sent away from older brother Yami and our parents, for my own protection...To this day...I still miss them...Anyway...I've been traveling on my own around the country of Japan for years. I-I met Yusei Fudo when I was 6...and stayed with him until much later. I traveled around Japan again in search of Yami...but secretly...I'm in love with Yusei Fudo...I hope he loves me back when I tell him. 

Anyway >/////////< Damn it I'm blushing. Well, I'm still looking for Yami...I want to be reunited with him so bad... *pulls out a half Yugioh Card charm necklace* This is my half of the charm necklace. Yami and I made a promise when I was 5 and he was 9. He told me, "Separated we may be for now...but when we reunite again, we'll help each other through all of our battles. We'll never give up. We'll keep fighting until the very end." Yami then gave me this half of the necklace. Yami has the other half of the card. One day we'll meet again...*a tear streams down cheek* I-I miss him...I-I hope to be with my big brother, Yami again...I don't have a home...and I miss having fun together like old times...

Well...Hopefully I'll find Yami. Thanks for listening...